Whining, Wine-ing & Winning

I’ve been majorly slacking on the bloggin’ things this week. Its been a very busy week, and my mind has been all over the place.

I considered joining the sourdough cult…even picked out an entire theme and a name for my starter…stay tuned to see if this actually becomes a thing.

The biggest thing has been looking for jobs. I’m starting to go stir crazy not working. I’ve always had a job since the age of 14. I’m starting to think I need real humans to interact with, and not two dogs and a toddler. Unfortunately, finding a job is a full time job. Looking. Filling out the applications. Sending resumes. Then waiting for that fantastic rejection email after all the heart and soul I just poured into investing myself in a company that sends me back a “thanks but no thanks” standard rejection email. I’d rather go through a really bad breakup, at least then I know why I’m being rejected.

No one tells you after you’ve tried to start over how hard starting over is. It’s almost easier to just stay put.

Anyway, I know it’s been awhile, but I don’t have the energy to pour my soul out now that I’ve already done it 328 times this week. I just wanted to make sure you all knew I was still alive. Stay tuned to see where my life goes. Hopefully I have answers soon. Otherwise, there will be stories about me talking to my starter family and their children. Adding a whole new section to this blog in 13,164 ways to make sourdough into something you never knew it could be…and the stories about me feeding flour and water in a jar and fighting with it being a bitch.